I made this =D
Boredom at three in the morning made me>>

( Quiz result )

( 'Wonder' by Ariel )

( 'Be Mine' by me as well )

( Meme!!!! )

Anyways...
Today's springbreak, hoes!
And this spring break I plan to spend some quality time with the lovely Marluxia <3 Gearing up for uber gentlemanly-ness, bitches! XD

Those of you who have talked to me recently can probably ignore this post
I think this is more so that I can keep track of my own life a little.

For those of you who don't know, and so that I can keep up,
Screw looking for a Raoul for my Christine.
I'm looking for a Maureen for my Joanne XD

And yes, I've have gone back into a Rent/Moulin Rouge phase x-o lemme alone.

Well, I was finally badgered into it.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=791955267 my facebook.
Rawr, to you who made me do it.
You know who you are.

Vincent and I got in a really bad fight yesterday...really bad.
I just can't take it anymore...I tried to fix it..she wouldn't let me. I...I don't know what to do, but...we're not together anymore and probably never will be again........
Only once have I 'cheated' on her, and I geniunly loved the other person, and I told her about it as soon as I found out I was in love...
I used to be abusive, not many of you probably believe it, but I used to be. Not in bed or anything, just...I used to hit, alot. And I slowly changed, I changed for her.
I've never done anything good for that woman. There is absolutely no reason for her to even still want to be friends with me.
As I said, I used to be abusive, I'm one of the most unstable people I know, I'm poor....I just have, and never had anything good to offer...
And shit, after everything I've put her through? I would fucking hate me.
...things would be so much easier right now if she just hated me.

( To loves of new and old )

And to all:

( Stolen from ZhouTaisDayOff )

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!

( Click me! )

Annnyways, rawr people, rawr.
Single over here.
Since last night.
Why does it feel so awkward?

So, how come it hurts so bad when the affections that were once your's are turned to someone else, when you shouldn't have had/wanted the affections in the first place?

Alrighty, I'm not sure if I'll be posting again til after Valentine's day, so this is gunna be a special shout-out to my newest, and in some cases, my best friends. So now what am I going to do for mi amigos you ask? Give them songs of course.

( Zexion )

( Vexen )

( Marluxia )

( Taishou )

( Xigbar )

( Sachou )

( Dad )

( Demyx )

( Kadaj )

( Vincent )

( Cid )

( Aerith )

Romantic Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>

It matches with my older result from another test, where I got the Gentleman Seme ^-^

Stolen from Carrah on dA

RANDOM QUIZ TIME!

1.YOUR REAL NAME:

Ariel

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)

Ariizzle (I'm sooo telling my gangsta friends that XD)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

Purple Fox (not bad)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)

Koren Deepforest (...CORE-IN not CORN!)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name

Kau Armun (...why Cow? why?)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink).

Blue Dr.Pepper (XD wtf?)

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name)

Rukuea (my dad doesn't have a middle name yoh)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name and fathers name.)

Antoinette Kirvin (....)

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)

Black Kupo (XD)

Well, we found out our parts yesterday in the black history play.
Turns out I get to be a multitude of things.
The first is a slave owner.
I'm gunna get shot on stage, I SWEAR. Several times was I informed today, "Ariel, if you see a red dot on your body, it's not a toy."

Anyways, Today in drama we got put in groups of four and had to make up a short, yet funny skit of Romeo and Juliet. I liked mine group's, I got to be the director/Romeo and we had Ms.Tucker rolling on the floor laughing. Literally yoh. It happened when my Tybalt forgot to start the duel, so I made him fall over then gasped and pointed and said "OH MAH GAWD! HE'S DEAD!"

In other news, I got to do all mah' homework today. I'm so proud of myself. *slacker at homework*
That's pretty much all actually.
You get a sonnet tomarrow though!

Post of ze day!
And no song today, but you all get a sonnet:

LVII
Being your slave, what should I do but tend
Upon the hours and times of your desire?
I have no precious time at all to spend,
Nor services to do, till you require.
Nor dare I chide the word-without-end hour,
Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
Nor think the bitterness of absense sour,
When you have bid your servant once adieu;
Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
But, like a sad slave, stay ans think of nought,
Save, where you are how happy you make those:
So true a fool is love, that in your will
(Thought you do anything) hethinks no ill.

Anyways, so we had Drama Auditions today for the Black History play. My friends have a bet that I'll either be an activist or a slave owner, and I'm rather anxious to see who wins x-o
Also in drama,we have to do some duet scenes. So my partner and I decided on either Moulin Rouge or Princess Bride, but she doesn't know the latter of the two as well. But if you have nothing to do, here are some of the scenes we've chosen to pick from:

( Moulin Rouge 1 )

Or...

( Moulin Rouge 2 )

Second to Last of the Moulin Rouge ones...

( Moulin Rouge 3 )

And the last of the Moulin Rouge...
( Moulin Rouge 4 )

Okay, I'm back. *Godzilla roar*
Chibi Asians: Oh noes! It is Godzillah! *run away*

Right anyways,
Friday and today have been pretty uneventful. Pretty predictable, and really...boring.

Vincent picked me up from school on friday because mom and Erik were working on 'Que Dice La Gente'. For once I enjoyed school because it got me out of helping out, though I probably should've worked since it's my main source of income and I have no idea how much I'll have for Ikkicon...

Anyways, so Vin picked me up, we got a few things done, like going to bestbuy and getting 'Teenaged Mutant Ninja Turtles 3' which is our favorite of the TMNT movies, because, you know, yoh, Turtles In Time, and we're history geeks. Especially Asianic History. But Anyways, we went there, got that, then went to EB Games and rebought Dynasty Warriors 5: Extreme Legends since Vincent lost her original copy. We then ate at McDonalds and returned home.
The rest of the night was filled with us watching Family Guy, Las Vegas (she likes it, I'm kinda eh about it), and Law and Order. I felt bad the entire time though..I..I couldn't get my mind away from other things. Okay, another thing....okay, another person. Rawr!

We went to bed about one or so I suppose, after Cid texted Vin and informed us he was too tired to come over. It wasn't long til I heard Vincent's soft snoring next to me, but I couldn't sleep. I stared idly at the ceiling, and for once I couldn't sleep even with her next to me, when I had been able to do it last weekend...last saturday night (all two hours of it), and sunday night...
I suppose I actually got to bed about four.

We woke up about 10 or 11 and stared the morning off with some Mind of Mencia. I snaked on some Spring Rolls for brunch and she had bad things that I normally try not to eat if I can. Like immense amounts of chocolate. *shudder*

Anyways, after finishing all of Season one of Mencia, we decided to go out. We hit the 99 cent store after that and got a few things. I got a thing for Saix/Axel/Taishou based off a picture:
http://pics.livejournal.com/hatake_iruka/pic/00001p0r
See the Saix and Xemnas in the corner? Well, I got her a heart. It's cute, it says "Be Mine" on it.

Speaking of KH, it appears a cosplay for Ikkicon may be Xemnas. Wednesday before the con I'll be getting a wig for him, so then it just comes down to if my lovely mockingbird and Vexen can get the robe done. Not that I'm rushing them or anything x-x I'd hate to do that. They're being so nice and everything and I'm not there to help. I feel like such a bad person. I'm not even there to help PIN!

*sighs* I suppose I'll end this post here. I may post more later. Under a cut or something cause it'll prolly be a little emo. And I know there's some of you shouldn't read it. Because...I don't want you all to feel bad...particularly one.

Snootch to the muthafuckin' nootch!